Life is meaningless and empty

With a heavy heart,

Trying to understand,
Life is meaningless and empty!!

In this temporary existence,
The hardest truth needed to accept
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Wanting everyone for ever in this temporary life
Wanting everything for ever in this temporary life
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Loved ones touch my heart every time I am with them
Never realized that, those loved moments could be a temporary stay in my life
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Lived those moments like they gonna be this lovable forever
Happiness overwhelmed, felt blessed
Life is meaningless and empty!!

One day, it all changed....
Those lovable moments did not remain the same anymore
Life is meaningless and empty!!

There I stand, as the same person longing for that love
Lovable moments did not remain the same
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Feeling in me, what where those moments??
Did I attach more strings and colors to it than what was needed??
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Here I stand, wanting those loved ones and moments the same way for all my life....
Personalities change over time and here I live, trying to understand
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Although, it is not something I have control off
I still look further for those loved ones and moments
Life is meaningless and empty!!

First moments

I saw your profile picture,
I was caught at it just at one sight
I checked your profile to know you more,
Was it like or infatuation....

I gazed back and forth at your pictures,
Never felt this feeling before towards any one at first sight of a picture,
I saw you online,
I made up my mind to text you,
Was it like or infatuation....

I was juggling what to say,
"Hi".. "Your picture is impressive", "Heya, how you doing",
I typed "Hey, coffee lover, how you doing",
Was it like or infatuation...

I was eager for your reply,
I waited for seconds, minutes just to get your reply,
Here you say, "Iam good, wazzup,
Was it like or infatuation...

 The very first message of yours made me smile,
I liked that feeling, continued to text you all the way hours together,
Asked her out for a meetup over the weekend,
Was it like or infatuation...

Worried about her response,
Waited again for hours just to hear a yes from her,
She got me all smiley again by saying "yes",
Was it like or infatuation...

We meet and it was first of the kind ever where I felt blushed seeing her,
It was not just me but she too felt as if we connected from long,
Our conversations was sparkling,
Was it like or infatuation...

It was not just our first meet but turned out to be a perfect date,
We lived in the moment like it was just she and me in the coffee shop,
We laughed, spoke aloud, smiled mischievously, Wow moments!
Was it like or infatuation...

It was time for us to leave for the day or rather for her,
I wished time stopped by and not let us depart for the moment,
I longed to meet her again and I secretly wished she too felt the same,
Was it like or infatuation....

Went along all the way to be with her for until she reached her cocoon,
With no further wait, I expressed my wish to meet her again,
I longed to see her again, felt my mind and heart wanting to be with her,
Was it like or infatuation......

Was it like or infatuation.....
My first meet up moments with "her"....
Was it like or infatuation....

Life is meaningless and empty

With a heavy heart,

Trying to understand,
Life is meaningless and empty!!

In this temporary existence,
The hardest truth needed to accept
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Wanting everyone for ever in this temporary life
Wanting everything for ever in this temporary life
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Loved ones touch my heart every time I am with them
Never realized that, those loved moments could be a temporary stay in my life
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Lived those moments like they gonna be this lovable forever
Happiness overwhelmed, felt blessed
Life is meaningless and empty!!

One day, it all changed....
Those lovable moments did not remain the same anymore
Life is meaningless and empty!!

There I stand, as the same person longing for that love
Lovable moments did not remain the same
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Feeling in me, what where those moments??
Did I attach more strings and colors to it than what was needed??
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Here I stand, wanting those loved ones and moments the same way for all my life....
Personalities change over time and here I live, trying to understand
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Although, it is not something I have control off
I still look further for those loved ones and moments
Life is meaningless and empty!!

Boulevard of broken dreams

This was one my favorite music in my college days. And yet again today, the lyrics is soo meaningful and stands right!! I walk alone......

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's only me, and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one, and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and every thing's all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk…